So much things in mind!!!

26 days left till NS days. I was worrying about adapting to NS life, but now, it seems that there is much more things to worry about.

1stly, the NTU song writing competition dateline is on the 30 of May and I have not complete the melody yet, not to mention about arrangement and recording a demo for it, I don't have the time. I've been busy practising and training my keyboard for the MDC audition, packing up my room, preparing materials for NS, going gym with Johnny, and going for dental checkups as there are holes in my teeth. Next, I have to worry about the upcoming MP where I have 4 songs to master it well, and the worse thing is 2 of the songs lyrics have not been done.

3rd, I have to worry about my new house. My family is gonna move to a new house when I will be spending my 1st 2 weeks of BMT in NS. And I do not like the idea of my parents moving my items and furniture for me to my new room cos they will just dump away any of my stuff which they find it unpleasant to see. This is so ridiculous and rude lor. I wonder whether will they dump away my gerbils also as they hate my gerbils for stinking up my room. And yes, its MY room, why must they bother?

4th! My maid is going home during my NS! WHO GONNA LOOK AFTER MY POOR GERBILS!!!??? Definately not my parents! They HATE them... Definately not my little brother! He can put his dwaft hamsters in a pail filled with water to swim and said that he's bathing them. And the hamsters do not look like they are swimming to me. But I can't bare to part with my gerbils to give them to someone else to take care... HOW...

5th, I had another friend going back to to her country and never to return again. SO SAD!!! What's even more sad is I can't send her off or even spend more time with her BECOS OF THE FUCKING NS!!!

6th, I wanted to go Ai Qing Hai audition with Zi Qin, Chien Wen and Gary one lor, but, it seems impossible now as their audition date falls on June, which is my 1st 2 weeks of BMT. SIAN!!! SO MANY THINGS HAPPENING ON JUNE!!!

I don't have to worry about all these if there's no NS. NS SUX!!! WHAT A WASTE OF PRECIOUS TIME!!! TO SERVE FOR THIS SMALL BORING COUNTRY WHICH I DESPISE! LOL! SINGAPORE SUX!!! WHY WASN'T I AN AMERICAN!!!???

Anyway, here's something to remind you of your childhood life.

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My head is so round...

Arrrgggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Why I'm so itchy backside!!! I was thinking to adapt to the life when I have no hair and so I went to the barber to cut short short. And yes, the barber did cut super short for me and I feel disgusted when I look into the mirror. Omg, I'm not gonna go out till the next SCC session. Even with cap, I still look disgusting.

Anyway, NS is drawing near and I knew that the only way that I can attend SCC every wed is to get into the MDC unit through audition as that unit only requires me to work from 8am to 5pm every weekday. Yea, I know that thats not the only unit that works from 8am to 5pm every weekday, but its the only unit which I can choose as I'm not allow to choose among the other units. Besides, its the place of my interest and I can improve myself and learn more skills from people there. Its like a whole new music training ground for me, and I'm getting paid to learn from them. Its so cool.

However, the downside is that its a competitive place, everyone wants to go there. And getting a PES B status for me will mean even more impossible for me to get in. They only allow people of PES C and below to go in, unless the person from PES B is super good. Though chances are slim, but there's still a chance. So for the sake of getting in, I'm gonna stay home and train on my keyboard everyday, till I get into NS.

Ok, due to my research, I realised that they are more inclined to rock and jazz. And I found out that blues is needed in rock&roll and jazz when comes to keyboard solo-ing. So I've been training on solo-ing the keyboard for genres like jazz, funk and currently the blues from keyboard lessons in youtube, hopefully to compose a keyboard instrumental piece in time for the audition during or before my BMT.

K, I shall stop here and continue training. Oh, this is one of the video instructors whom I learn from: