So much things in mind!!!

26 days left till NS days. I was worrying about adapting to NS life, but now, it seems that there is much more things to worry about.

1stly, the NTU song writing competition dateline is on the 30 of May and I have not complete the melody yet, not to mention about arrangement and recording a demo for it, I don't have the time. I've been busy practising and training my keyboard for the MDC audition, packing up my room, preparing materials for NS, going gym with Johnny, and going for dental checkups as there are holes in my teeth. Next, I have to worry about the upcoming MP where I have 4 songs to master it well, and the worse thing is 2 of the songs lyrics have not been done.

3rd, I have to worry about my new house. My family is gonna move to a new house when I will be spending my 1st 2 weeks of BMT in NS. And I do not like the idea of my parents moving my items and furniture for me to my new room cos they will just dump away any of my stuff which they find it unpleasant to see. This is so ridiculous and rude lor. I wonder whether will they dump away my gerbils also as they hate my gerbils for stinking up my room. And yes, its MY room, why must they bother?

4th! My maid is going home during my NS! WHO GONNA LOOK AFTER MY POOR GERBILS!!!??? Definately not my parents! They HATE them... Definately not my little brother! He can put his dwaft hamsters in a pail filled with water to swim and said that he's bathing them. And the hamsters do not look like they are swimming to me. But I can't bare to part with my gerbils to give them to someone else to take care... HOW...

5th, I had another friend going back to to her country and never to return again. SO SAD!!! What's even more sad is I can't send her off or even spend more time with her BECOS OF THE FUCKING NS!!!

6th, I wanted to go Ai Qing Hai audition with Zi Qin, Chien Wen and Gary one lor, but, it seems impossible now as their audition date falls on June, which is my 1st 2 weeks of BMT. SIAN!!! SO MANY THINGS HAPPENING ON JUNE!!!

I don't have to worry about all these if there's no NS. NS SUX!!! WHAT A WASTE OF PRECIOUS TIME!!! TO SERVE FOR THIS SMALL BORING COUNTRY WHICH I DESPISE! LOL! SINGAPORE SUX!!! WHY WASN'T I AN AMERICAN!!!???

Anyway, here's something to remind you of your childhood life.

Part 1:


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Part 3:

My head is so round...

Arrrgggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Why I'm so itchy backside!!! I was thinking to adapt to the life when I have no hair and so I went to the barber to cut short short. And yes, the barber did cut super short for me and I feel disgusted when I look into the mirror. Omg, I'm not gonna go out till the next SCC session. Even with cap, I still look disgusting.

Anyway, NS is drawing near and I knew that the only way that I can attend SCC every wed is to get into the MDC unit through audition as that unit only requires me to work from 8am to 5pm every weekday. Yea, I know that thats not the only unit that works from 8am to 5pm every weekday, but its the only unit which I can choose as I'm not allow to choose among the other units. Besides, its the place of my interest and I can improve myself and learn more skills from people there. Its like a whole new music training ground for me, and I'm getting paid to learn from them. Its so cool.

However, the downside is that its a competitive place, everyone wants to go there. And getting a PES B status for me will mean even more impossible for me to get in. They only allow people of PES C and below to go in, unless the person from PES B is super good. Though chances are slim, but there's still a chance. So for the sake of getting in, I'm gonna stay home and train on my keyboard everyday, till I get into NS.

Ok, due to my research, I realised that they are more inclined to rock and jazz. And I found out that blues is needed in rock&roll and jazz when comes to keyboard solo-ing. So I've been training on solo-ing the keyboard for genres like jazz, funk and currently the blues from keyboard lessons in youtube, hopefully to compose a keyboard instrumental piece in time for the audition during or before my BMT.

K, I shall stop here and continue training. Oh, this is one of the video instructors whom I learn from:

I feel like a dying person, so little time left, so restricted...

Ok, judging from this post title, its gonna be an emo post. Hai... all because of the bloody NS enlistment on 13th June. So many important things I got to do on the month of June and I'm enlisting on that month.

1stly, I've got a band competition with Benedict on the month of May and it may last till the month of June. And I had to win something from it to get a good portfolio for my admission to NS MDC (Music & Drama)

2ndly, I've got a song writing competition with Wendy on the month of May. Same thing, it may last till the month of June. And its for the portfolio sake also.

3rdly, the one which I'm most excited one. I've been looking forward to join this song writing competition from NTU. Unfortunately, it starts on the month of June. Siannnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!

4th, I gotta pack my room stuff and shift into my new house, which is on the month of June also. WTF.

5th, I have so many songs under my hands to complete. Make a melody for Shinru lyrics (which is finishing), make a melody for HuiHui lyrics, make a melody for Gary's gay song which I owe him for a very long time liao, do arrangement for the "Ji Bu" song, do arrangement for a song which I gave to cheryl, do arrangement for one of my song, do a melody and arrangement for the NTU song writing competition, do arrangement for a song which I gave it to Jiayi, do a melody for Wendy lyrics, and do a melody and lyrics for my 2nd song. All to be completed by the 2 remaining Monthly Performances I have left. Omg! So many stuff to do! Nvm, I shall make a to do list to make things more organised.

TO DO LIST:

For April MP
2) Arrangement - Ji Bu song (COMPLETE!)
3) Arrangement - Jiayi (COMPLETE!)
4) Arrangement - My song no. 1 (almost complete)
5) Melody & Arrangement - Gary gay song (COMPLETE!)

For May MP
1) Melody & Arrangement - NTU (incomplete)
2) Arrangement - Cheryl (incomplete)
3) Melody, Lyrics & Arrangement - My song no. 2 (incomplete)
4) Melody - HuiHui (incomplete)
5) Melody - Shinru (incomplete)

After May MP
1) Melody - Wendy (incomplete)

Oh ya, reason why I wanted to get into MDC in NS so much is because it can give me the time to attend SCC activities every Wednesday. I wonder how life is gonna be wihtout SCC after spending around 5 years in it. Ya, I know its time for me to leave, but I'm just not used to it, or shall I say, I can't bear to. The main reason why I'm so sad about NS is because I will be restricted to attend any SCC activities. Not really because of NS life. I will miss all my friends. I will miss the clubhouse. I will miss... OMG!!! MY GERBILS!!! WHO WILL TAKE CARE OF THEM!!! And ya, I will miss my hair. Maybe I should stop going to SCC anymore to adapt to the change, but thinking of so many songs yet to settle and my keyboard lessons, I can't bare to do it.

And I realised that nowadays whenever I get "suan" in SCC, I will get paranoid that people are waiting for me to leave SCC, maybe because that people are irritated by me keep getting the top few positions for every MP., though I know its not true. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! And now whenever any of my song have to be perform, I cannot be involved in it anymore. Yup, that should be the way, I understand, don't worry about it, I'm not blaming anyone here. I just wanna note it down here that the feeling of it sux and it tend to remind me that my time in SCC is almost up, which is so true...

But there's good news though. I will be enlisting on the same day as Johnny, but different time slot. So we are gonna be in different company, but near to each other. Johnny says that he will not come back to SCC until his hair had grown. Pity right? I'm sure you all wanted to see him botak also. Don't worry, he will be just next to my company. You can get the photos of him botak from me whenever I book out. Haha! Alright, gtg sleep! HEALTHY LIFESTYLE! though its a bit late now...

Watch this! Damn Funny!!!

Yo people! I've been surfing through youtube alot of times recently and I came across 3 videos about the parody of the old Power Rangers (American version). After watching it, it kinda reminded me to upload The SCC Movie onto my blog since it failed last time. Anyway, take a look on how great filming a home production can be with good equipments. Also, take a look on how fun the green screen function is. And so, these are the 3 videos. These are made by a group of Asians in America. American-born chinese rocks!!!

Part 1


Part 2


Part 3

I feeeeeel so good... Ahhh...

After chionging my cabal for a period of time and buy cash items for my gaming pleasure. I took while to ponder. "Why am I wasting so much of my time on the game?" Yes, its fun! But maybe I shouldn't chiong too much. I should have take more time watch MTV in youtube to analyse more songs.

And so, I found a song in youtube that caught my attention. Its call "Feeling Good" by Michael Bublé, a song which was composed many years ago. Omg, this guy voice is so smooth and amazing. He seldom sing high notes in his song (except for feeling good) and his vocal texture is amazing! I feeeeeel so good when hearing this song. And the arrangement is remarkable. Something that is RARELY HEARD from the chinese industry. Here's the video (you may not like it if you keep listening to songs in the chinese industry):


In conclusion, learn to listen more songs from the other industries. My recommandation would be the English Industry and the Japanese Industry. Most of their songs have good musical standards. Listen to those non-commercial songs also, they are nice too when you get used to it.

K, I bought the addition EXP cash item for my cabal, have to go back and chiong now, cya!

Time for some serious thinking...

K, this may be the longest post ever written in my blog. Let me begin by the experience I had when I attended the SPOP finals in the Singapore Indoor Stadium with my friends last week. I tell you, the sound system there is MARVELOUS!!! Any average singers sing on the mic will sound heavenly there. LOL! Serious! The lightings and stage are as great too. Oh! And the instrumentalists there, POWER!!!

After sometime of listening the composed songs there, things start to get a little boring, which can be considered very boring to some people there. The disppointing thing is that people who attended the concert went specially to support their idols, not for the Singapore Music. And its very rude for them to leave the place immediately after their idols had performed. The place was filled with people leaving after each particular performances end, so distracting and such a disgrace to Singapore when the foreign performers saw it there. The worse thing is even my SONG COMPOSING CLUB friends started complaining of feeling hungry and bored. Complaining for a moment is understandable, but complaining endlessly till the performance end is irrrrrrrritating. Please, I was already hungry before attending the concert. Imagine if the same thing happens for SCC concert.

And finally they wanted to leave. I was quite upset and disappointed during that time, but I know its wrong to make them stay and continue watching when they don't feel like it. So I just kept very quiet and leave together until the point when I saw Ivy hesitating to leave the place also. Finally someone who appreciates music! And so me and Ivy suggested for them to leave 1st while we continue watching. But they insisted to stay, so nvm, up to them. And btw, I'm not pissed during that time, I'm just disappointed. Haha!

Enough about that. Few weeks ago, I had an urge to learn a new instrument. Something that is not a common instrument in a band. Firstly, I tried violin last year, but its abit hard to play and I'm stuck at the basics. Wasted my money buying it. Next, I thought of learning the saxophone. However, saxophones are extremely expensive instruments which I can't afford to buy. What happens if I can't learn it well. LOL! Finally, after analysing the different instruments on the web, I came across the instruments harmonica and ocarina. Ocarina sounded quite disturbing to me, and so I chose the harmonica since its a cheap and easy instrument. I bought it the next day and begin practising till now. (I'm sure I did mention this in my previous post and so I will not go into details of the difficulties I faced while playing it) Oh! And I was very inspired when I watch this clip:



Yesterday, me and Winston was having a conversation about our dreams. What we wanna be in future and how to accomplish it. It was then when I suddenly came to think that I did not have a specific aim to go for. I did mentioned under "My Ambition" on the left hand side of this blog, but thats not specific enough for me to aim for. Winston had already strategised his way towards his aim and I'm still stuck without a proper aim.

(Warning! For the following messages are not mainly for reading purpose actually, its more for me to keep it in my blog like a diary. If you wanna read, you're welcome to do so, cos it only talk about me, me and ME! LOL!)

And so I went home to think about it. I always wanted to perform in big stages. I'm addicted to performing, composing and arranging songs. However, I do not like the feeling of performing alone on stage. I tried it before and I feel very uncomfortable to have all the focus on me alone on stage. Afterall, I'm a very shy person. LOL!!! I want to form a band, performing and touring around places like Wu Yue Tian. I want to be a keyboardist cum harmonizer. I totally doubt the idea of me being a main vocalist as I HATE memorising the lyrics and my high notes.

For me, I don't believe that professional instrumental skills are the key factor for a good performace. I strongly believe in being outstanding and able to work well together. With those factors, being able to perform it simple and stable is good enough for a band in my opinion. Think about it, how much can the average audience appreciate when you are showing off your high level skills. You can just simply make your guitar or keyboard volume louder during the interlude and move with the music and people will think that you are a PRO! Haha! And I also believe that good harmonizing and vocals is a must to make a good performance.

Anyway, this dream of mine starts to fade away when I'm having so much difficulty finding the right people to form the band with. Another thing is that it seems that the only way to achieve it in Singapore is by joining Superband, but I will not join it unless I get the right people to work with. However, the 3 favourite bands of mine never fails to keep me going. They are Yellowcard, Mute Math and Melee. For those who do not know who they are, I've embed their video below:

Yellowcard:


Mute Math:


Melee:


Knowing that I may faced the danger of failing, I actually have to plan a backup plan. My course diploma isn't going to help me with it with such a low GPA to get to work in media related companies like Mediacorp, unless I used an alternative way...
Having much thoughts, being a music producer like Timberland may be what I will be interested in having as a backup. That is why I tried so hard to compose different genres. I can't just survive on mainstream songs to achieve that. Hard to achieve, but not as hard as the earlier aim which I mentioned just now. For those who do not know who he is, he is a music producer who made songs for various artists in America, mainly for Hip Hop, R&B, Dance and Electro songs and sometimes featuring in MTVs. This is one of his songs (he's the guy singer):


Hai... I totally lost the mood of play cabal online suddenly. So much think to ponder about... Have to worry about superband also. Somemore, have to worry about an upcoming collaboration band competition with Ben. K, gtg play cabal online, cya!

I need to earn money FAST!!! NO MORE late night sleeps for me...

Yes! Its time to get healthy!!! Recently I went for checkup and found out that my body is very heaty. There's alot of toxic in my body and my body absoption of food is very poor. This is due to all my late night sleeps, eating at McDonalds, lack of vegetables and fruits intake, and eating too many biscuits and cookies. It all makes sense why I can't get fat as I have been doing all these since I start my poly life. So I decided to stop those stuff. Just as I'm able to sleep early at night, Dixon and Gary intro me a game called Cabal Online. The graphics is so mesmerising that I can't take my eyes off my computer screen very night. So, resulting in late night sleep again... Hai... And I gotta work for more money to buy suppliments to regain my health fast so I can gain weight asap. Shiok!!!

Anyway, I bought a harmonica a few days ago and decided to try learning it. To my surprise, it is very easy to learn and I can play it without trouble according to the key of the music which my harmonica is build in. The difficult thing comes when you have to blow and suck, and maybe lick to produce different notes. Its easy to produce chords, but it very hard to produce single clean notes as the holes on the harmonica is designed very closely to each other. Sad...

Oh... And the superband application dateline is drawing nearer, and I still can't find a singer. Double sadness...

Ok, gtg play cabal online, its so addictive, cya!

I'm so sad...

SCC gala dinner is a BLAST!!! Although its not as emotional as last year's, not to mention the poor technical side. But its still as great!!! Got to see so many people that gone through extreme makeover just to attend the dinner. So cool, all so shuai and pretty, made me feel so under dressed. Luckily got johnny and fun wearing T-shirts there. LOL!

Yup, and I'm so happy with the results and feedback I got when presenting my "movie". For those who wants the CD, you can come and get the CD from me. Ask me quick as I dont have alot of copies to spare. Need you all who got the CD to help burn copies for others too. Its rather impossible for me alone to distribute to everyone single SCCeans. LOL!

Oh! And recently, someone who I dunno added me on msn. And he sent me a song called "bi ji de na yi ye". I was like "OMG!!! Why is my song with him". And the reply he gave me is that he also dunno. Die, someone must have been sending my songs around cybernet...

But of course, there's a down side of my life which I'm currently experiencing now. It seems that its getting more impossible for me to join superband now that one of my dreamed band member decided not to join... How am I gonna find a vocalist who can sing and charm xiao mei mei for the replacement? How am I gonna find someone who can work well with me. Sob sob... =(

Now the thing is I may need to go to the extent to find a stranger to join, but that defeats the point. Sian... howhowhow... I'm stuck...

Anyway, I gtg continue burning copies of "SCC The Movie". Cya!

Busy week at home and full of thoughts...

It has been a busy week for me, as usual, but this time I'm staying at home for the week. I had been busy editing the SCC "Movie" video in my com and it takes up alot of my time and hard drive space. Probably around 22.5 GB... The video is so large that I had to back up all my files in my com to DVD-R and CD-R to make space for my hard drive to import those videos. And I can say its the lamest video I had ever made. LOL!

Meanwhile, another thought that keeps bothering me is whether to take part in Superband or not. By the way, the alumni who I mentioned in my previous post are Ken for guitar(President of SCC 2006, Jocelyn's bf), Sultan for bass, Andrew for drums and Tiffany for vocals. For those who dunno who they are, they are the former band members of Hor Wei Jian's band few years ago. Recently, Tiffany had rejected their invitation as her Taiwan trip clashes with the Superband audition date. As for me, I rejected their invitation as I feel more comfortable in joining another band of mine which consists of, Johnny for vocals, Timothy for violin and guitar and Tze Chow for drums and guitar. I will be responsible for keyboard and harmony though. We will be focusing songs which is not as heavy as the normal band, something like shi liu shi ji de qing jian, and something that suits Johnny's voice.

Sounds exciting! BUT!!! Me and Johnny is still wondering whether it is the right time to join this kind of competition or not. Johnny has also been thinking whether he should give up his Taiwan trip to make it for the audition. Besides that, me, johnny and timothy should be receiving the NS enlistment letter anytime. Good thing is that Ken says that we can defer, ONLY IF we are the top 18 or so on. Another thing is that according to some friends, we are not really up to standard yet. But in my opinion, why bother about standards when we have our X-factor Johnny Tan Chia Soon to charm all the xiao mei mei and gays. LOL! Joking Joking... But then, we dont have anymore time to waste, it may be too late for us to think about this kind of competition after we complete NS. And also I hope that this competition can give me the experience for higher chances in entering the Music and Drama department in NS, although I've got a PES B. However, the danger of joining this kind of competition is that, once you are out of the game, you'll be comdemned FOR LIFE!!! LOL! Not so kua zhang la, but you know what I mean right? So ya, I seriously dunno wad to do...

Oh, recently, one of my friends said that the MTV which I'm inside has been screened in SCV channel 55. OMG!!! That's so embarassing! The worse thing is that I have not seen my performance in the MTV yet!!! Scary...

Next, I'll be having this vocal competition audition (Stardust) this saturday. Its not really a priority in my mind now though. My friend joined the competition, so I just tag along. K, gtg back to edit the video. Cya!

By the way, the video below is the MTV of the song "Stan" which Tingren aka Elvenlights spoke of in the tagboard below. I think the rap sucks. But the melody damn NICE. And the arrangement gets quite boring after sometime. Imagine listening the song without the MTV, LOL boring!!!

I see hope...

Now that I had my new haircut and a new photo, I look more like a guy now. Lol!

The SCC movie!!! Coming soon on 9th March...

Yo! Its so exciting to finish up this major video project to showcase. I hope this video will be a good memento for those graduating members like me (hopefully) when they are no longer in SCC of all the laughter, joy and randomness abnormal friend. Recently I have been very busy with shooting, exporting and editing the video, so thats why I did not play much in Angels Online and Ranarok Online, and even update my blog.

Another thing is I've just received a call from an SCC alumni to join superband. I was kind of surprise as that alumni never called me in the phone before and we have never get to work together before also. So ya, he asked me for the role of a keyboardist and maybe a vocalist and I agreed. Maybe I'll just focus on keyboard ba, my vocal's not that stable yet, especially in Chinese. So now they are missing of a singer who need to be presentable and skillful. Cannot find those random people who can sing well but do not have the X-factor. However, all of these are not confirm yet. But if it happens, it will be great. Alright, gtg!

Exam Aftermath…

Just finished my “final exam” today… Thought that I don’t have to bother about exams anymore, but I screwed up again. 1 week of studying had gone to waste. Studied until wanna vomit blood liao, in the end I can’t answer 85% of the questions in the paper. I can’t remember any shit I’ve studied. And the paper worth 40% of my whole module. How am I gonna pass the module when I already failed the other 30% of the module… This means I failed 70% of the module in total and I have only 30% left of chance to pass it. Am I cursed or what? Do I really have to stay in this shity course for 5 years? I don’t wanna stay for another semester… again… not anymore… or maybe dismissal… I had enough of wasting my time in my course. I want to graduate, but its so hard to graduate. How… I’m scared…

This is what I'm feeling like now:
LOL!

I HATE EXAMS!!! Anyway, who don't?

Finally! My last exam paper of my course, or maybe of my life, is TOMORROW!!! And I don't have the studying mood. The topic is all about the history of cinemas. Not just that, its the history of ALL the Asian countries cinema. How boring is that? Disgusting module, disgusting topic, and disgusting people that became famous in the film industry that make me have to study about them.

Sian, I can't concentrate on studying. I keep thinking about Angels Online and Ranarok Online. They are so addictive, omg... People pls play angels online, we have a bunch of SCC communities in the game very night. You can download the game client here: http://ao.igg.com/download/download.php

After hours of studying and still nothing got into my mind, I decided to play with my 2 gerbils. Come to think of it, I have not give both of them a proper name. Any suggestions people??? Pls give your suggestion in the chat box at the bottom of this site.

Realising how adorable they are, I decided to film them down into a video cam. Here is the video of them with the song "Shou Qian Shou" sung by various Chinese artists all over Asia. Enjoy!

Arkward New Year...

Yea! It’s finally Chinese new year and I’m gonna be rich again! However, I felt so arkward in front of all my relatives, perhaps I did not get in touch with them for such a long time. Or maybe it’s because of my extremely bad haircut which made me looked like an uncle. I have no more fringe and my sides are almost bald. LOL! Shouldn’t have trust the hairstylist in the 1st place. And it’s so boring attending all the ‘bai nian’ thingy. I had to bring my laptop around during ‘bai nian’ to occupy myself.

It’s gonna be a busy week ahead for me. My final exam in poly falls on next Tuesday and I hadn’t been doing my revision yet due to all the ‘bai nians”. And I got to compose 3 to 4 instrumental songs for another Final Year Film project for my friend. Yea, it is fun to compose, but unfortunately, it’s been assigned to me during the wrong time. I had to submit those songs 2 to 3 days after my exam and I dunno whether I can complete it in time, not forgetting that I have to record it professionally, arrange the tracks and edit them also…

Anyway, I got to get back uploading songs and videos onto this blog again. Cya!

It's time to save all my works

Yup, its time to backup all my songs. I realised that I had forgotten some of the songs which I had composed last year and the previous year. What will happen if I go NS? Will I forgot everything? So I've decided to gather all the possible videos or audio recordings of the songs I've done into my hard drive and to put them up on this blog. So far, I can only gather those few on top. I'll not stop sourcing for them until I've gotten almost all of the recordings.

Yesterday was my final SCC main comm meeting. Knowing how important it is to me, I still can be late for around 30mins. I rushed into the meeting room and saw the new main comm and the current main comm. Johnny can't turn up for the last meeting. He's sick. Poor thing... As for the new main comm, I saw some expected ones there, as well as some unexpected ones. But anyway, they are all good! Zi Qin and Qiuyun made the right choice. Hope the new "power rangers" will make SCC proud in the years to come. And I will miss the meeting room...

Besides that, my brother got a baby dwarf hamster from his friend. And it was soooooo lonely in the tank. I'm quite worried about it actually, as my brother has no experience in taking care of animals, not even objects like my laptop which had been almost destroyed under his hands. Alright, gtg, cya!

I love this song by Simple Plan! Its lyrics I can't judge. Arrangement so-so. Chords progression used is common. But the melody, WOW!!! Funky and unique! I liiike!!!

Its BLOGGING SPREE again!!!

Reason why i did not blog for so long is becos of a series of activities that I'm coped up with. Example, SCC concert preparation, school projects, playing digimon world in my pc, bz playing Angels Online, and my LAZYNESS!!! WAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!

CONCERT IS A BLAST!!! Though there are not as much audience at the previous year, but the audience for this year is sooooooo supportive, especially towards me. HAHA! Joking la! I where got so thick skin one.

2ndly, i recently had my NS medical checkup. And ya, have to strip alot. And I saw a lot of fat people there! HAHAHA! But thats not what I fear. I'm scared of the photo taking session for the NS Identification Card. I have been told by Johnny that bitch that the person in charge will spray a bottle of water onto ur hair, and comb it like those kind of ah peh hair style. Damn low class la. But luckily, it never happen! LOL! my hair is too short for him to comb backwards. After the whole procedure, I have been told that there are abnormalities in my heart and I have to go to the hospital for furthur checkup. And I have also been told by WanTing, Zi Qin and Benedict that the report states that I have possible heart attack due to the blockage in part of my heart. OMG!!!

2 days later, I went to the hospital and had a heart scan. However, I received bad news... I'm so depressed and sad. The doctor called me to prepare for the worse. Cos he said that I'm too skinny and so I have to eat more. Oh, and he also said there's nothing wrong with my heart at all. LOL!!!

Alright, I shall stop here. Oh! Pls play Angels Online! Its a VERY GOOD Online Game, so much better than maple! This is the link to download: http://ao.igg.com/download/download.php

I'm so addicted to the game that I forgot my sleep often. k, Off to game! Cya!

Its those red spots again...

Yea! The title says it all, my eczema is back. Sian... Thought it was gone for good already. Got it like a few days before the SCC chalet, which also happens a few days before the previous SCC chalet few months back. Perphaps, its the curse of the SCC chalet?

Anyway, during the chalet, Me and WeiMing gather like around 10 SCC members to explore the Old Changi Hospital at around 12am. Yea, the place is extremely creepy and eerie when we just enter the building. But when we're inside, it actually does not seems to be as scary as it seems. Perphaps its the vandalism of paint on the walls of the building as it makes the whole scene less creepy. And most of us got attacked by giants ants/termites during our exploration, except me. Muahahaha! Luckily I wore my mega big fat shoes which I bought from Korea.

After the chalet, my eczema worsen, so I had to stay at home for days to recover before school start in a few days time. And that day which I stayed at home is the 1st time I miss a SCC session in this year. Broke record again... And I do not have the time to record Johnny's vocals for my song which I intended to submit for SPOP. So I can only submit the one which my vocal was recorded in it. Unfortunately, my com caught spyware on the day which I wanted to submit my song, which is like the day before the dateline. Ya, and I can't get into the internet. So forget it, I'm not submitting, not fated, damn suay...

Not only that, now one of my Gerbil's ear got wounded and bleed through excessive scratching. There are mites in my gerbils' home! Maybe its also the curse from the Old Changi Hospital?

Anyway, my birthday is coming soon in a few days time, maybe my luck will be back? Hmmm... wonder wad SCC will get me this time? Gosh! I luvvvvvvvv being thick skin! LOL!

Lemme intro you a song which I admired alot. Its "Wake Up Call" by Maroon 5. Listen to the melody and arrangement, damn catchy and unique. If it is a chinese song, it will be hit within a day! Alright, maybe I exergerate too much...

Arrggghhhhh!!! I NEED A BREAK!!!

Ok, my life has been getting busy and busy. Never really had a good rest since last 2 weeks... That's maybe one of the reasons why I didn't perform my song in the Monthly Performance yesterday. But at least I had a song collaboration with Zi Qin and Wendy. And they sang well yesterday, really proud of them, and also Zhi Wei for drums when I called him to play the drums last minute. Lol!

With the making of the demos project for Estella gone, I'm left with a major money making song writing project that's worth doing it, Hui Hui's song arrangment, Qiu Yun song, a 3 day SCC chalet, NP Strings camp, and a demo recording for SPOP... OH YES! I decided to join SPOP after some advise from Wei Ming, Alex and Cindy. Maybe I should just give it a try, don't think I will get in anyway, cos some demos submited online is quite good. And I decided to submit 笔记的那一页 and maybe call Johnny to sing.

By the way, I've gain around 5kg since the beginning of last month. And I finally won Guo Long in our weight challenge which leaves him envious. Hah!

OMG! There's a beetle flying around in my bedroom now, gtg catch it. Gotta Catch Them All! Sounds familiar?

No inspiration... I'm HUNGRY for new INSPIRATION!!!

Shit! The next SCC Monthly Performance is coming and I still have not got a song of my own to sing. Yes, I have 3 songs for other people to perform this Monthly Performance, but I did not compose a song for me to sing. HOW HOW HOW!!? I can't break my record. My inspiration just stop coming anymore!!!

For this Monthly Performance, I'm thinking of composing a song like Da Chen Xiao Ai by Wang Li Hong and Ai Shang Wei Lai De Ni by Pan Wei Bo. According to Johnny, my vocals will sound better in that kind of feel and genre. Something RnB feel will be good for me. But the thing is I wanna compose a song which I can play the piano and sing at the same time... The challenging thing now is how to compose a song which is RnB and sounds good with only piano and my vocals. The next Monthly Performance is 3rd of October and time is running short. I'm still lost. I NEED INSPIRATION!!!


This is the song "Da Chen Xiao Ai"


This is the song "Ai Shang Wei Lai De Ni"

I look like a woman... Sob... =(

I did a test today about matching my photo to any celebrities that look like me through a website that Hui Ting introduced to me. Guess who I look like? NO! ITS NOT WANG LI HONG!!! ITS A BUTCH OF FEMALES!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Except...



Jet Li saved me...